A stressful n tired day hAha. Thanks to v^3 (vian, na, von) and gab for coming over to help me out for the upcoming church de musical recording thing. It sure is tough for me at first due to my weak sight reading. Thanks to them i was able to at least learn one piece today. Guess it's more than enough. The left over pieces, min le will be helping me out in writing out a proper cello score. Feel so bad to trouble her but at the moment when i receive the scores, everything went blank, dono wad to do. Better nt talk bout those scores le, for nw it will only makes me feel more stress.

Recently or should i say since last time, i was always having mood swing. Wonder why, although i didnt really show it out but when my mood swing, i will feel so tired. Sometimes i kinda feel that accepting others just like hw god accept us is really important. But it seems this isnt an easy task. It's about testing ur patience i suppose, to be able to stand wad ppl say bout u. Well well well i think the best thing is still the CHR motto - Pray & Work!

People once said u have only one time in your life so why not just relax and enjoy to the fullest. However for me, it seems nt to be the case. Too many worries. How to get rid of it? Lolx.
Need to slim down, study well n get into uni, get into SAF music and drama, where should my family move our house, find a job that suits me so that i can earn money and not rot at home during holiday. So much worries.

Yesterday night i just prayed, hoping i can find a job maybe this ending soon de holiday or my next long holiday. Today my frenz just called me asking me if i wan to work wif him. Just for 3 days. Somehow it's better than nth but it just seems so funny to just work for that 2 days (can only make it for 2 days nia). N cause it's just so sudden, i had already planned my schedule also so decided not to work. I'm just so weird, just the way i think. When i finally gotten that something i want, i decided to let it go. It just seems so stupid. Well i hope god will grant me wisdom so that i can at least know wad i truely want.

Yesterday morning went to play basketball wif samuel, elson, teck meng, kah poh and isaac. No 1 there so we're able to play w/o distraction. It was really fun to gather together again. Sadly some of them starts school on next mon liao. After the game kah poh, samuel n i went to buy some games. I kind of regretted buying one of the games cause it seems like it's nt wad i wanted. Haha. In any case, it sure is nice to have some new games finally. Come to think of it, there's still some games my friend gave me which i haven play yet. Lol.

Woke up at 10am today n had to rush to bpmc for fellowing? Gathering i think. Only gina CHAN, vina, honey n i were present. The others went missing. Had a nice chat n i went over to sch for my cca n also lunch wif lionel. Brought one of the sch cello back. It was in a hard cover so it was so dam heavy. Had to carry all the way home. It sure is very troublesome but i guess it should be worthy. Haha.

Went to bugis with aileen, jian ming, v^2 and zhong ying. Seems like the "teens zone" in bugis junction already "dao bi" le. GG!!! Lol. There's only 2 shops selling clothes which is within my budget and my style of clothes - Samuel&Kelvin n IP Zone. Eh i bought only 1 T shirt nia from IP zone whereas jian ming bought 4 or 5 T shirts sia. Haha! I was thinking it's best if i can get myself at least 2 or more clothes but majority gtg.

On my way back wif aileen n jian ming, they decided to acc me to buy some more clothes. Thanks to them i gotten myself another t shirts lol. It was a really tiring day. Jian ming n i like kinda cant walk liao cause leg too tired. Haha. Girls sure rule at shopping lol. Oh ya ys last min got work so cant come. Sad sia den forgot to ask guo qiang along somemore. Haha. B4 i forgot, i remember vian told me she'll look out more clothes for me sia. Hmm.. haha. That's poly life man. Troubled about wad clothes to wear to school. Something good bout jc, don need to care so much sia, compulsory to wear the same uni as everyone. LOL.

So long nvr blog liao. Feel so lazy blogging. Haha. Btw this picture is the 1735 rush hour camp at Kota Tinggi. Didnt regret going there. Know more ppl now. Haha. Taking private cello lessons de plan cancelled le due to financial prob but thanks god at least now i gotten 3 new cello books for me to practise n study first b4 the time comes for me to take the lesson. Well, hope to spend the holiday efficiently by playing games, practising cello and lastly train my body. Gotta do something wif it afterall my fig is wad always bother me most. Haha.